Love, Loss & Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker
Welcome to Love, Loss and Hallucinations with Scott Schumaker — a podcast where we start with those three themes and see where the conversation takes us. This podcast is about the beauty and pain of being human, a podcast about finding strength and connection in vulnerability, a podcast to amplify the voices of those who have been through the ringer of life and have wisdom to share, and a podcast about the healing, evolution, and transformation that can happen when you’re willing to lean into the uncomfortable and the unknown.
I’ll be talking with therapists, coaches, world-class athletes, writers, musicians, artists, shamans, plant medicine guides, and everyday who’ve been touched by incredible moments of love, shattered by loss, or altered by the extraordinary.
If you’ve ever felt like your heart was going to explode from either love or loss; if you’re wanting deeper connection in this increasingly lonely world; if you’re curious about plant medicine, or you’ve experienced an out-of-the-ordinary vision...then you’ll feel at home here.
Episodes

Aug 5, 2025
Aug 5, 2025
1hr 46 sec
In the inaugural episode of LOVE, LOSS & HALLUCINATIONS, host Scott Schumaker talks with award-winning novelist and indie record label owner Tiffanie DeBartolo, who also happens to be his wife, about the multifaceted nature of love, loss, and the experiences that shape our understanding of these concepts. They discuss the evolution of their perspectives on love, the balance between devotion and personal freedom, and the spiritual dimensions of their relationship. The conversation also delves into the challenges of navigating relationships, the impact and lessons of grief, loss and heartbreak, and the ongoing commitment required in relationships. Scott & Tiffanie also dive into the transformative experiences of plant medicine. They discuss the profound impact of psychedelics on personal growth and the misconceptions surrounding their use. The dialogue emphasizes the importance of intentionality in healing practices and the necessity of integrating experiences into daily life.
(This plant medicine content herein is for educational and harm-reduction purposes. We do not promote or support illegal activity, the sale or use of restricted substances, or the use of associated tools or accessories. Not medical advice. Consult a qualified professional for health decisions.)
TIFFANIE'S LINKS:Instagram | website | Bright Antenna Records |Dream for an Insomniac | Bookshop | Amazon
SCOTT'S LINKS
Website | Instagram | Tiktok | Facebook
MUSIC – Wilderado, “Surefire (piano)” - https://ffm.to/surefirepiano
CHAPTERS
00:00 Introduction 02:56 Exploring the Nature of Love05:53 The Evolution of Love Perspectives09:08 Defining Love: Reverence and Devotion11:58 The Balance of Freedom and Devotion in Love15:12 The Spiritual Dimension of Love17:54 Navigating Relationship Challenges21:03 Understanding Loss and Grief24:06 Lessons from Heartbreak and Death32:10 Exploring Love and Loss Through Plant Medicine39:40 The Healing Power of Psychedelics46:20 Misconceptions About Plant Medicine51:01 Navigating the Journey of Self-Discovery56:31 The Commitment of Love and Relationships

Jul 28, 2025
Jul 28, 2025
2 min
What is the Love, Loss & Hallucinations podcast all about? Host Scott Schumaker hopes to create a community for those who have experienced profound moments in life, exploring various types of love, what can be learned from loss, and the insights gained from hallucinations. These deep conversations will feature diverse guests sharing their wisdom and experiences, tragedies and triumphs. Check out the trailer to learn more!
Find Scott on Instagram, Tiktok, FaceBook and his website.







